For every moment of triumph, for every instance of beauty, many souls must be trampled.
-Hunter S. Thompson

i noticed as of late a certain few people have decided to join in the bashing. they have been blocked. as will be the case with any idiot at this point. this time they claim i owe them money and i used them and all that. total bullshit. anyone who really knows me knows i'm not like that. the person in question used to cut herself for attention from me. to try and push me into dating her. a drug addict that quite frankly i tried to be a friend for. she kept pushing me and pushing me to date her. i refused. when she found out i got the new girlfriend who is now my fiance' yes i'm getting married at some point..go run to mommy...she went nuts leaving insane messages on my answering machine..even going as far as to have her idiot friends call here and try to make me look gay..lots of sucking dick talk that really again anyone who knows me knows i'm straight. i'm cool with gay folks though. and i find that in light of my fathers death..which is still a bit hard to deal with that my brothers..the shitheads they are decided to wage a war on me..they obviously didn't win. and i refuted every idiotic charge they made. i refuted the assholes before them..and i am refuting this cunt. who is likely going to call her 'mob family' to come get me. i say bring it on. you'll die in your own filth. i'm not someone who responds to threats and i don't like being pushed. so i did not personally respond to them. in my heart i should have buried the fucks..but you know what..i'll do one better and make an announcement.

my lovely fianceeeeee' Ali will be taking over the day to day shit here. treat her well. i will not be gone though..i will be popping in from time to time. my job and the books are top priority right now.this isn't to say i'm far too busy to respond..i will respond to you if you aren't a shithead trying to make a name off me. Ali will be dealing with most things though. uploading new artwork..talking about shit we have coming..yes collaborations. and of course progress on misery machine and dead witch.

overall shits been fairly smooth. i work all day and i try to work on books when i can. which right now isn't alot since i really feel like shit when i get home. i'm moving up in the world..as evidenced by the growing tide to take me down. and the fact my contacts in scotland are possibly working out a book deal for me..should i fucking finish something. when shits together expect me hitting conventions..which Ali will likely announce when they happen..because i'll forget.

busy busy. i love you guys and i have not abandoned you. and to my detractors..you know fuck all about me and have zero validity or purpose in my life and cannot and will not defeat the rising tide of maddox misery.